Unworthiness! I thought you were my thoughts; you have lied to me. I took you on, unworthiness, as my identity, and didn’t even know it. I never knew you could be so destructive. You are a lie from the father of lies. Enough is enough!
I know deep down that God really does love me! I must learn to receive it. Why is it so hard to remember that He is for me?
We love only because He has first loved us. 1 John 4:19.
He is our refuge, our strength, our ever present help in time of need. Psalm 46:1
He is the Prince of Peace. Isaiah 9:6
His Spirit is kindness, love, self-control, joy, peace, gentleness and patience. Galatians 5:22-23
I know deep down the goodness of God. I look for His kindness in the middle of my mess and keep His goodness at the forefront of my heart and I am thankful. I have learned that God can speak through small situations, so I will look and listen for what He might want to show me.
I remember, I am adopted and grafted into a family of royalty and am a co-heir with the King of Kings and Lord of Lords. I am worthy because He deems me worthy. I am valuable because of who God is, no matter what the ‘dust people’ on this earth says about me. On my own, I am unworthy, but not to Him. He loves me.